I want to sleep.
I need to sleep.
I am irrationally afraid of sleeping at the moment.
I haven't felt this way since Doki Doki Literature club.
I really need to sleep though.
School days are bad enough if I stay up till one and it almost 2 and I've got a concert tonight.
I'm feeling all sorts of irrational emotions at the moment.
Fear, loneliness, jealousy, sadness, anxiety, and worthlessness.
I wish i could disappear, just for a while. Long enough to forget who i am. Long enough to forget how stupid I am and self destructive and rude and lazy and cruel I am.
I am overwhelmed by the things I only think when I'm tired but not really tired.
I am going to regret posting this in the morning.
I am also probably going to wonder what nonsense this post even is.
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I love arachnids and insects
Sticks & stones break my bones but it doesn't mean words can't hurt me
Remember the lost
I'm still a patched up, crazy matryoshka doll
I can try, but that's about it
Cockroaches have feelings too