I want to sleep.
I need to sleep.
I am irrationally afraid of sleeping at the moment.
I haven't felt this way since Doki Doki Literature club.
I really need to sleep though.
School days are bad enough if I stay up till one and it almost 2 and I've got a concert tonight.
I'm feeling all sorts of irrational emotions at the moment.
Fear, loneliness, jealousy, sadness, anxiety, and worthlessness.
I wish i could disappear, just for a while. Long enough to forget who i am. Long enough to forget how stupid I am and self destructive and rude and lazy and cruel I am.
I am overwhelmed by the things I only think when I'm tired but not really tired.
I am going to regret posting this in the morning.
I am also probably going to wonder what nonsense this post even is.
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If you're searching for the meaning of life
you're already doing it wrong
Your life doesn't need a meaning
It just needs a purpose
In other words, you just need something to live for
You matter, I don't
Remember the lost