Wow. For the past three days, getting to sleep has been extremely hard. Like I'll go to bed at around 2 or 3 and I'll wake up at 4, then fall asleep again at 6 and wake up at 9. And then yesterday I pulled an all-nighter, and only got about an hours worth of sleep during the day.
And for some reason, I've been really happy at night, and kinda depressed during the day, which is the opposite of what it used to be. Everything's all weird and emotional and I'm not used to it.
Also, I absolutely love cicadas with all my heart and soul.
I also lost all my chalk pastels, and now I'm sad because I was going to collab with my sister on a pastel dragon.
I also went through all my drawings, and taped the best to my wall. But then I realized that a lot of them aren't colored, and so my new goal is to color them all in. I've got exactly 21 uncolored ones, and I plan on adding many more drawings to the wall. At the moment, I'm calling it my inspirational chaos. Or my Creative Chaos, or my Madness on Display. I haven't really decided yet. I wanna cover all four of my walls with this.
And then my parents bought some more Mangoes!!! And I'm super happy now.
...school's starting in a few weeks. I'm panicking and depressed and extremely afraid. I'm not ready for high school. I'm not ready to leave my childhood behind. I literally cry whenever I think about it.
I also spent all day watching horror movies. It was great. But now I need all the lights on and I keep thinking up horror scenes.
And now I really want to make a few shipfics of me and some of my ocs.
I think I should stop typing now.