gotta plan how to become Stylish Emo Vampire With a Dash of Pirate
...I have liquid eyeliner
but I don't yet know how to use it
I have pirate-ish black boots
and also combat boots
a silver jacket
I, of course, only have black jeans
I only own one plain black shirt for some reason? need more of those
fandom t-shirts will no longer be best shirts
and my hair
I must do something about my hair
oh I wish I could get it dyed black or black & silver/white
but I don't think my dad would let me
I have black nail polish at least
...need more makeup
all I've got is eyeliner and eyeshadow
gotta make myself look as pale & dead as possible before applying eyeliner, mascara, lipstick, etc. I don't know about makeup lol
hmmmm I have white eyeshadow for some reason? ok
I have nice clip-on earrings
little pink hearts
and also an ear cuff thingy that's black with silver stars on it
...my sister has glittery black rose earrings
gotta get some like that
and the big question
would my parents let me wear black lipstick
alright enough of that
uhhhhhh my mom said that since I'm finally starting to clean & organize my room that I'll be able to have friends over
which is real funny cause my one friend is the weird art boy from my book club and I don't think my parents like him
also gonna work on redecorating my bedroom since I've gotta organize & clean everything in it anyway
might as well make the top of my dresser creepy
already got a black pumpkin-scented candle and a Funtime Freddy action figure to display there
need to replace the horse posters with something more... relevant to my interests?
I haven't wanted a horse for five years
need a better blanket for my bed of course, I don't really like blue & purple floral
y'know what I think I'll just try to get all black sheets, blankets, pillowcases, etc.
I wanna sleep in a black hole
I'm actually being all "new year new me" and I'm actually serious about it I can't believe this lol
I'm even drinking water like a normal, healthy person
do you know how much my brain loves to scream at me to do things
"JUMP OUT OF THIS MOVING CAR!"
"TRY ON THAT EYELINER RIGHT NOW AT 1:00 AM EVEN THOUGH YOU'LL PROBABLY JUST MAKE A MESS!"
"EAT THAT TINSEL!"
I mean I don't actually do any of the things
wow slow down there brain
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*probably joyful screaming*
"what's up, I'm scared"
Ain't nobody gonna take my life
Ain't nobody gonna get the best of me