good afternoon my name is vine and i'm here to be a whiny brat
I just want to stop being this useless. i can't do anything, i have whole documents filled with stories i want to write out, but i just don't want to and that's so horrible. even my mom's angry with me and i don't want that i want her to be happy and i want to make myself actually useful and i want to make someone smile but i can't.
I want people to talk to me, I have so many people i want to be friends with, both here and in real life but i always mess up while talking to them, something i didn't even know was possible when you were typing and?? that's so stupid what am i doing
i'm having finals from the 16th and i feel like i haven't prepared at all and i just know that i'm going to fail this year. i feel like i'm just making up all my 'problems' so i can get sympathy and attention and it doesn't feel good at all
I'm sorry this post is such a mess, i don't even know why i'm posting this. probably to get attention or smthn