Gah! Bug conspiracies!!! Today AND yesterday, I saw the same Wolf Spider three times. Twice in my dining room and once in my room. I had a really awesome dream about butterflies. There was an ant in the bathroom. There was a moth in my shoe. I saw a cockroach. WAY TOO MANY BUGS FOR ONLY TWO DAYS!!!!!!

 

And then I finally talked to my dad about my problem about not being able to actually try in school and stuff, and now I'm pretty sure I'm going to get stuck with a counselor and now I'm SUPER DEPRESSED AT THE MOMENT AND PRETTY MUCH DEVOID OF HOPE AND THANKS A LOT WORLD!!!! YOU HAVE TO BE SO FREAKING COMPLICATED!!!!! I REALLY APPRECIATE IT!!!!!!! Also, I figured out I'm afraid of growing up. Yay. As if life wasn't horrible enough already.

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It was all so real to me... 

 

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And everything is okay

O.O I saw the wolf spider again today, and so did my friend. She smashed it before I could do anything and notified me that it was a male black widow. I nearly cried because that spider was amazing and it hadn't been able to dodge.

Also, my brother found out about my bad grades and is currently lecturing me and now he's going to FORCE ME TO DO MY HOMEWORK!!!!!

And he's torturing my poor demon kitten with pets and hugs and she clearly doesn't like it. And Flame Lily's been glaring at me all day and now I'm going to have to draw someone else.

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It was all so real to me... 

 

Remember the lost

And everything is okay

Haha, just figured out why my parents don't trust me with weapons. I accidentally stabbed my sister with a stick several times, got into a swordfight with my friend, accidentally hit my other sister in the head with a chair, tried to poke my brother with a knife, and accidentally stabbed myself with my pocketknife while trying to put it away. All of this happened within a day.

There's a reason why they didn't let me get a sword.

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And everything is okay

*sighs* I've always had a hard time dealing with other people's anger and hate, and tend to reflect that emotion. So when I saw the troll threads, and saw the anger towards the trolls, combined with the bright fonts an bad grammar, I reacted the same way as everyone else. This happens to me too often. I've got so many posts I regret. And then of course I learned the rest of the story, and saw how the forumers still reacted and.... I regret ever even getting involved. So yeah, I've got a bit of regret and self-hate floating around in my head. 

Of course the trolls also forced me to think about my stupid classmates, which I really hate. They always gossip about other classmates, say horrible things about people behind their backs, and are always lying and manipulating others. They always talk in text speak and are super loud and annoying and UGH! I don't want to think about them but the trolls had to remind me!!! I can't bring myself to hate them anymore though. 

I hate my emotions. I'm sure I've ranted about this before, and I definitely would rant about this again, but I've spent too much time on this post.

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It was all so real to me... 

 

Remember the lost

And everything is okay

*sighs* I don't even know what to feel anymore. I never expected to react the way I did to the trolls. 

And I have school tommorrow. I'm going to have to face a bunch of horrible classmates already on the verge of snapping. I only wish these trolls had waited till the weekend. Pretty horrible for me to be thinking this way. 

I'm going to need to make a bunch of depressing stories now.

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you just need something to live for

 

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It was all so real to me... 

 

Remember the lost

And everything is okay

Ugh. I've had a stupid cold all week. And now I'm trying to stealthily be on the forums at night while I cough my head off. Definitely not as stealthy as I hoped. Understatement of the year.

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In other words,

you just need something to live for

 

you could draw my blood with just a word and I'd forgive you

 

It was all so real to me... 

 

Remember the lost

And everything is okay

Wow 

I've had a cold too xD

I blame it on the freezing state testing rooms.

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and no matter how broken we were,

we'd fight our way out together--

knivedrawn, pistols blazing.

because that's what we do.

we never stop fighting.

I blame mine on both my cat and my cousin. It was a team effort. Both of them had colds and both of them spent several hours sneezing near me. It is too convenient for it to be a coincidence. On the plus side, I got to skip a day of school.

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you just need something to live for

 

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It was all so real to me... 

 

Remember the lost

And everything is okay

Aw lucky.

My mother has a cold, unfeeling heart of iron

it was fun :D

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and no matter how broken we were,

we'd fight our way out together--

knivedrawn, pistols blazing.

because that's what we do.

we never stop fighting.

I just realized something. This place was really my only escape. If this place crashes and burns and dies in a flame war, I have no where else to go. It took every ounce of courage I had to join this place. I know for a fact that I wouldn't be find anywhere else. That scares me. I don't want this place to die. I don't want to lose faith in this place either. I can't afford to lose faith in something else. It would be the equivalent of dying for me. I don't know why, but I'm on the verge of tears right now. 

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you could draw my blood with just a word and I'd forgive you

 

It was all so real to me... 

 

Remember the lost

And everything is okay

Wow. Now that's a late post if I ever saw one. I submitted that an HOUR ago.

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you could draw my blood with just a word and I'd forgive you

 

It was all so real to me... 

 

Remember the lost

And everything is okay

In that case, ignore my next post as well

giant derp on the mod's side

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and no matter how broken we were,

we'd fight our way out together--

knivedrawn, pistols blazing.

because that's what we do.

we never stop fighting.

I'm sorry

I'm one of those people who came here on a whim, because I thought it would be fun. I didn't know how much this place meant to actual people. I was here to make friends, to become popular.

 

Now I know.

I would do anything for the forums to stay the way they were, a place where I could vent without judgement.

 

You probably hate me now, but I get it.

I hope for everyone's sake that we can rebuild our family.

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and no matter how broken we were,

we'd fight our way out together--

knivedrawn, pistols blazing.

because that's what we do.

we never stop fighting.

I know right? XD

But I feel the need to respond to that post anyways. 

 

I actually first visited this place out of curiousity, because I didn't know what a forum was. And then I started needing this place. It took me a long time to make my first post though. And I also made several accounts until I found the one that suited me the most.

I hope we can rebuild the family too. 

And I find it nearly impossible to hate anyone for more than an hour or so unless they seriously insult someone I know and actually want to befriend. So yeah, I don't hate you, not one bit.

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It was all so real to me... 

 

Remember the lost

And everything is okay

Thanks

I don't hate you either :D

 

wow my mood swings tho xD

I had made a mysterious alt but now I'm to lazy to sign out and sign in to that one

Might revive it, but meh. 

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and no matter how broken we were,

we'd fight our way out together--

knivedrawn, pistols blazing.

because that's what we do.

we never stop fighting.

I have about 5 alts, most of them I've never posted on. I've got one that I used for a bit but all of it's posts got deleted. I wonder if the stars are still there. *is too lazy to check* 

Oh yeah. For a while now, I've been wanting to sign into one of my alts and star every single thread on this forum. Just to see how people would react. But I'm both too lazy, and I'm afraid it might end up like this disaster. *gestures to the remains of the troll incident*

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Remember the lost

And everything is okay

Welp

This shall henceforth and forevermore be known as "The Troll Incident"

 

I've never used any of my alts, mostly because I really didn't need them

I kinda wanted to become well-known on an alt and then be all "I was Autumn all along, mwahaha"

 

but eh, too much effort

 

tbh though, I don't think the starring would be that bad

probably people just saying stuff like "oh you don't need to star everything"

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and no matter how broken we were,

we'd fight our way out together--

knivedrawn, pistols blazing.

because that's what we do.

we never stop fighting.

Most people would find themselves having a lot more stars than before, especially the oldest forumers. I know from experience how panic inducing it can be. 

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It was all so real to me... 

 

Remember the lost

And everything is okay

It's actually kinda fun xD

 

Me: *in the middle of the night* *stars a ton of one forumsr's posts*

Forumer: WHAT THE FLIFF *makes a "where did I get all these stars?" post*

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and no matter how broken we were,

we'd fight our way out together--

knivedrawn, pistols blazing.

because that's what we do.

we never stop fighting.

*forumer's

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and no matter how broken we were,

we'd fight our way out together--

knivedrawn, pistols blazing.

because that's what we do.

we never stop fighting.

Yeah, there are so many times where I've wanted to do that, but was too lazy.

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It was all so real to me... 

 

Remember the lost

And everything is okay

Wow. Never thought I'd say this, but I actually like one of my classes. English class is the highlight of my day. The teacher is AMAZING. Today, he was talking about how he was using every excuse he could to give his students referrals so that they wouldn't be able to go on the field trip at the end of the year. And then he took away this one girl's phone during class because she had it out, and when it was her turn to answer a question he took out her phone and said "hold on, you got a text." And pretended to check her phone. The look on the girl's face was priceless. And then this one kid put on a song (something about never deserting someone or letting them down. Forgot the name of song) and my English teacher started singing and dancing along to it. And then he spent most of the class talking in a Mickey mouse voice. He even started discussing memes with one of the students. 

All of this happened today.

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And everything is okay

My mom describes how I'm doing in school: Cleverfighting's dug herself a grave and she's laying inside it.

...it's very accurate.

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It was all so real to me... 

 

Remember the lost

And everything is okay

I was talking to my mom about the forums and the troll incident, and she said that it seems like a lot of people worship the forums.

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Remember the lost

And everything is okay

I've done a head count of all my alt accounts, and I have seven. I'm going to make siggys for all of them because I'm bored as heck. I'm also going to give them different personalities. Maybe I'll start using a few of them.

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And everything is okay

Only three more accounts to go!

And then I'll move on to personality.

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It was all so real to me... 

 

Remember the lost

And everything is okay

Wow

the things people do when bored xD

 

whenever someone makes an "I'm new" thread from now on I'll ask if it's Cleaver :D

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and no matter how broken we were,

we'd fight our way out together--

knivedrawn, pistols blazing.

because that's what we do.

we never stop fighting.

I'll have to try extra hard at stealth then. I'mma make sure you can't find me out!!!

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And everything is okay

-_- I forgot how much more chaotic my house is when my brother's home...

I also forgot how random his music is.

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And everything is okay

Half of it's amazing, half of it it downright awful.

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Remember the lost

And everything is okay

*Is smiling blissfully* My mom bought mangoes. So sweet and yummy and sweet. My mom thinks they're too sweet though. They're perfect to me. I love mangoes. So amazing and Mango-y and amazing and mango-y. I haven't had mangoes in a long time and I'm so glad I finally get to eat them again!!!

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:0 mangoes?

*reaches through the screen* gIVE ME SOME PLEES

 

I see what you did

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we'd fight our way out together--

knivedrawn, pistols blazing.

because that's what we do.

we never stop fighting.

*Grabs mangoes and hisses* My precious!

Also,what do you mean by "I see what you did"?

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And everything is okay

O.O I was balancing my computer on my stomach because I was too lazy to sit up, and it nearly fell to the floor and died. I nearly had a heart attack. 

And since it's Mother's day, my Mom's looking for every excuse she has to hug me. 

TnT My poor personal space. It keeps getting violated.

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TnT There are only three mangoes left. My mom had bought twelve and they're almost out. I hope she gets more soon.

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And everything is okay

*is suddenly in the mood for mangoes but is afraid to check for them in case they're out or if I can't have any* Huh, what an unusual fear.

Also, my brother bought a CD from his roommate in college that his roommate made and is letting me listen to it and it seems pretty good so far.

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And everything is okay

O.O Went outside yesterday, and it took me this long to realize how many daddy long leg spiders are at my house. I counted at least 20 in just my porch, and found at least 5 inside my house. Arachnophobs would have a heart attack if they visited my house. 

Also, the CD my brother lent me is AMAZING!!! I haven't gotten through the whole thing yet but from what I've heard it's awesome.

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Remember the lost

And everything is okay

I'm late xD

But there was a star on a bunch of my posts right after I said something about starring posts

 

I mean I thought it was you? Or maybe it was someone else 

And spooders are adorable and what's the name of the CD?

wow I can grammar

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we'd fight our way out together--

knivedrawn, pistols blazing.

because that's what we do.

we never stop fighting.

It's called "Music To My Soul" By Ryan Gunderson.

 

Also, I didn't star all your posts. It was probably someone else.

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And everything is okay

I'm in the mood for mangoes again but it's 9:44 and therefore too late to eat them. TnT

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Remember the lost

And everything is okay

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