I see.

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Flipsides:

 

Pandora. 

Calamity Mary.

Shikiri.

Beware.

Reiko.

Lacie.

Zero Yukine.

Xros.

La Pucelle.

Inclementia.

A few random conversations:

Me: *on the forums, like always*

Stargazor: *Walks over and watches the computer for a few minutes* So you're just going to keep refreshing the page until someone replies?

Me: It's called desperation.

 

Me: Hey! You knocked over my chair! What on earth were you doing last night!!!?

My Kitten: *Gives me a "Wow, you are seriously crazy" look and backs into the bathroom*

Me: And you knocked my jacket on the ground!!

Stargazor: *Is laughing in the backround*

 

I might add more later. Cause the forums are slow and I'm bored as heck.

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In other words,

you just need something to live for

 

you could draw my blood with just a word and I'd forgive you

 

It was all so real to me... 

 

Remember the lost

And everything is okay

*Shrieks in pain* OW!! HOW!!! I MANAGED TO GET ROPE BURN FROM PUTTING MY BLANKET AROUND MY SHOULDERS!!!!!!!!

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In other words,

you just need something to live for

 

you could draw my blood with just a word and I'd forgive you

 

It was all so real to me... 

 

Remember the lost

And everything is okay

...there are 20 stars on my first post. Meaning at least 20 people have seen this thread... And from experience I know that that means there are much more than that... *bangs head into desk* Why'd I have to see the star count. TnT

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In other words,

you just need something to live for

 

you could draw my blood with just a word and I'd forgive you

 

It was all so real to me... 

 

Remember the lost

And everything is okay

TnT My scab itches but it hurts to scratch it. This is why I don't like getting injured.

Wow. What a random post.

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In other words,

you just need something to live for

 

you could draw my blood with just a word and I'd forgive you

 

It was all so real to me... 

 

Remember the lost

And everything is okay

Aw jeez. I feel like something's watching me. From everywhere at once. I'm pretty sure there's someone at my window, there's someone in my brother's room, my evil demon stuffed animal has awoken and the ghost that hangs around my house is back. I'mma have to put back up y protection runes.

Yeah. I have protection runes. Paranoia has made my desperate enough to try magic.

I'm pretty sure all my stuffed animals have awoken and are now plotting my murder.

...I feel like my drawings are all staring at me. 

I feel like something's going to happen tonight.

And I know for a fact I'm going to patrol my dining room. Gonna have to put back up the rest of my protections. 

Haha Paranoia, why do you have to do this to me.

Now I feel like someone might have poisoned my water. 

And possessed my cats.

Ok I need to stop now. Before I imagine more horrible things.

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In other words,

you just need something to live for

 

you could draw my blood with just a word and I'd forgive you

 

It was all so real to me... 

 

Remember the lost

And everything is okay

Ugh. It feels like I'm wasting my precious summer and that the days are going by too quick. I keep using my avoiding chores during the weekend tactics and I should probably stop before I waste my entire weekend. *Sighes* But whatever, not like I'm doing very productive things with the time I have anyway.

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In other words,

you just need something to live for

 

you could draw my blood with just a word and I'd forgive you

 

It was all so real to me... 

 

Remember the lost

And everything is okay

Okay wow. I'm slightly freaked out now. I checked the time on my computer, thinking that it was night and realized that IT WAS STILL MORNING!!!!!!!!

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In other words,

you just need something to live for

 

you could draw my blood with just a word and I'd forgive you

 

It was all so real to me... 

 

Remember the lost

And everything is okay

Yesterday was horrible. I had to clean out the pantry and for the rest of the day it felt like there were spiders crawling all over my body.

And then whenever my car meows I automatically meow back. So we're traveling with our cats and we're basically meowing back and forth and I keep getting in trouble because I can't help but meow back.

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In other words,

you just need something to live for

 

you could draw my blood with just a word and I'd forgive you

 

It was all so real to me... 

 

Remember the lost

And everything is okay

I know how you feel about something watching you somehow I feel like someone is watching me every second so I know how you feel.

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Pandora. 

Calamity Mary.

Shikiri.

Beware.

Reiko.

Lacie.

Zero Yukine.

Xros.

La Pucelle.

Inclementia.

Great. I overheard my parents talking, and turns out, they still think I'm depressed. 

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In other words,

you just need something to live for

 

you could draw my blood with just a word and I'd forgive you

 

It was all so real to me... 

 

Remember the lost

And everything is okay

Haha, nothing like cats to ruin your self esteem!! All day my cats have been staring at me like there's something horribly wrong with me that I don't know about and they don't know how to tell me.

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In other words,

you just need something to live for

 

you could draw my blood with just a word and I'd forgive you

 

It was all so real to me... 

 

Remember the lost

And everything is okay

Reality slips far away

Fiction comes alive

and we start to play it

Hope is no more

Behind the closed door

As we drift away 

From where we were before

Hope and hopelessness become one

It's all meaningless, we've already begun

Yup, we are all one in the same

Never opposites we play the same game

 

^

An accurate description of what my imagination has done to me.

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In other words,

you just need something to live for

 

you could draw my blood with just a word and I'd forgive you

 

It was all so real to me... 

 

Remember the lost

And everything is okay

I see.

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Pandora. 

Calamity Mary.

Shikiri.

Beware.

Reiko.

Lacie.

Zero Yukine.

Xros.

La Pucelle.

Inclementia.

*sighs* there's always that horrible sickening feeling of helplessness you get when you truly want to help someone, but you've only met them online and you've got no way to meet them, plus you wouldn't even know what to do or say if you were somehow able to meet them. 

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In other words,

you just need something to live for

 

you could draw my blood with just a word and I'd forgive you

 

It was all so real to me... 

 

Remember the lost

And everything is okay

Ow ow ow!!! I was pacing around my grandpa's garage (don't judge me, it's the only empty and peaceful place in my grandparent's house) and something stabbed my foot. AND I CAN'T GET REVENGE ON IT BECAUSE IT HAS CLEVERLY HIDDEN ITSELF FROM MY SIGHT!!!!!!

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you just need something to live for

 

you could draw my blood with just a word and I'd forgive you

 

It was all so real to me... 

 

Remember the lost

And everything is okay

I KNOW

Do objects that randomly stab your feet/hands have invisibility cloaks or something??

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⸢ v i n e ⸥ 

 

tapping our feet, run to meet future days 

dreaming away of tomorrows we made

no going back; we're moving to that world ahead

 

⸤demigirl ⸥  ⸢she/they ⸣  ⸤lawful dumb⸥

Ugh. I'm so angry and sick of everything but I've got nothing to take it out on. I CAN'T EVEN PLAY MUSIC TO HELP CALM ME DOWN!!!!!!

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you could draw my blood with just a word and I'd forgive you

 

It was all so real to me... 

 

Remember the lost

And everything is okay

@Vine

or there's some evil fiend controlling these objects, trying to put me in a murderous rage

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you could draw my blood with just a word and I'd forgive you

 

It was all so real to me... 

 

Remember the lost

And everything is okay

*bangs head on table* I just had a nightmare.

 

My phone wouldn't stop vibrating no matter what I did. I don't know why, but in the nightmare, this was a really big deal. And it was horrible. The stress, panic, fear, and sense of urgency was enough to jolt me awake...

 

And when I woke up, my phone was vibrating. I completely freaked out.

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It was all so real to me... 

 

Remember the lost

And everything is okay

That is a bit confusing.

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Pandora. 

Calamity Mary.

Shikiri.

Beware.

Reiko.

Lacie.

Zero Yukine.

Xros.

La Pucelle.

Inclementia.

Yeah, it was confusing to me too. 

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In other words,

you just need something to live for

 

you could draw my blood with just a word and I'd forgive you

 

It was all so real to me... 

 

Remember the lost

And everything is okay

I just had a fit of hysterical laughter. Came completely out of no where.

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In other words,

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you could draw my blood with just a word and I'd forgive you

 

It was all so real to me... 

 

Remember the lost

And everything is okay

Ugh. My dad took my phone away, my only way of getting on the forums at the moment. So I just spent FOUR WHOLE HOURS trying to get it back, pacing around the house, crying, drawing, and basically sulking in despair. I'm currently hiding in the garage. I plan on staying here all night.

Also, one of the few upsides to this is that I drew an okay picture of Reaper and Monarch kissing. Because why not.

But seriously. I've never been so dedicated and devoted to anything in my life. Except maybe my books.

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In other words,

you just need something to live for

 

you could draw my blood with just a word and I'd forgive you

 

It was all so real to me... 

 

Remember the lost

And everything is okay

*sighs in relief* Home at last. Lots of internet, lots of ways to get on the internet, lots of snacks and sugar..... Life is good. Now, any second my parents will be home and announce that we have to do chores. Just watch. No way I'm this lucky without some kind of consequence. *Sits back in chair* Now, we just need to wait.

Oh yeah, now that I have internet again, I'm going to try and finish the stories.

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It was all so real to me... 

 

Remember the lost

And everything is okay

Okay.

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Pandora. 

Calamity Mary.

Shikiri.

Beware.

Reiko.

Lacie.

Zero Yukine.

Xros.

La Pucelle.

Inclementia.

Wow. You really don't appreciate how cool California is till you have to endure the Arizona summer heat. Been back only a day and I'm already dehydrated. Feels like I'm going to faint.

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In other words,

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It was all so real to me... 

 

Remember the lost

And everything is okay

...

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Pandora. 

Calamity Mary.

Shikiri.

Beware.

Reiko.

Lacie.

Zero Yukine.

Xros.

La Pucelle.

Inclementia.

Ugh.... I'm hungry, but too lazy to get up and get food.

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you could draw my blood with just a word and I'd forgive you

 

It was all so real to me... 

 

Remember the lost

And everything is okay

Wow. For the past three days, getting to sleep has been extremely hard. Like I'll go to bed at around 2 or 3 and I'll wake up at 4, then fall asleep again at 6 and wake up at 9. And then yesterday I pulled an all-nighter, and only got about an hours worth of sleep during the day. 

 

And for some reason, I've been really happy at night, and kinda depressed during the day, which is the opposite of what it used to be. Everything's all weird and emotional and I'm not used to it.

 

Also, I absolutely love cicadas with all my heart and soul. 

 

I also lost all my chalk pastels, and now I'm sad because I was going to collab with my sister on a pastel dragon.

 

I also went through all my drawings, and taped the best to my wall. But then I realized that a lot of them aren't colored, and so my new goal is to color them all in. I've got exactly 21 uncolored ones, and I plan on adding many more drawings to the wall. At the moment, I'm calling it my inspirational chaos. Or my Creative Chaos, or my Madness on Display. I haven't really decided yet. I wanna cover all four of my walls with this.

 

And then my parents bought some more Mangoes!!! And I'm super happy now.

 

...school's starting in a few weeks. I'm panicking and depressed and extremely afraid. I'm not ready for high school. I'm not ready to leave my childhood behind. I literally cry whenever I think about it.

 

I also spent all day watching horror movies. It was great. But now I need all the lights on and I keep thinking up horror scenes.

 

And now I really want to make a few shipfics of me and some of my ocs. 

 

I think I should stop typing now.

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It was all so real to me... 

 

Remember the lost

And everything is okay

I get bored easily, apparently.

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It was all so real to me... 

 

Remember the lost

And everything is okay

Oohhh yay! I absolutely love having mental breakdowns. It's so fun sobbing your heart out and knowing you can't find a solution to your problem. The best part is when your sister blabs about it to your parents. It's great. Absolutely wonderful. Even though I'm practically drowning in my sarcasm. I think I'll sulk in the corner for a few hours, don't mind me.

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you could draw my blood with just a word and I'd forgive you

 

It was all so real to me... 

 

Remember the lost

And everything is okay

Mental Breakdowns are never the best.

 

(Mods please let this through).

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Pandora. 

Calamity Mary.

Shikiri.

Beware.

Reiko.

Lacie.

Zero Yukine.

Xros.

La Pucelle.

Inclementia.

Yeah...

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you could draw my blood with just a word and I'd forgive you

 

It was all so real to me... 

 

Remember the lost

And everything is okay

Eep, I'm so sorry. I wish I could just come through the screen to give you a hug right now?? I really hope it gets better!

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⸢ v i n e ⸥ 

 

tapping our feet, run to meet future days 

dreaming away of tomorrows we made

no going back; we're moving to that world ahead

 

⸤demigirl ⸥  ⸢she/they ⸣  ⸤lawful dumb⸥

I hope it gets better too...

 

I also pulled another all-nighter. That would be two in a row. Probably not good for my health... Whatever.

I've also become addicted to the show Arrow. I started watching it two days ago and I'm already halfway through episode 15. I also plan on finishing Yuri on Ice, Marble Hornets, Mushi shi, and Teen Titans. Then I'm going to need to start Agents of Shield and The Flash. I've got my work cut out for me.

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you could draw my blood with just a word and I'd forgive you

 

It was all so real to me... 

 

Remember the lost

And everything is okay

I've also just realized how stupid that post sounded and I wish I would have worded it better.

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you could draw my blood with just a word and I'd forgive you

 

It was all so real to me... 

 

Remember the lost

And everything is okay

Sometimes, I just want to scream just because it would feel good to scream. Other times, I wanna just shout "There is absolutely nothing wrong with me!!!" just to get people to leave me alone.

I can't even think straight right now.

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you could draw my blood with just a word and I'd forgive you

 

It was all so real to me... 

 

Remember the lost

And everything is okay

*Winces* Third all-nighter in a row. There's something wrong with me. I've never been able to pull them before without falling asleep. This is too easy. *eye twitches* It's a conspiracy. I know it...

*Suddenly gets a brilliant idea and goes off to make a few ocs*

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you could draw my blood with just a word and I'd forgive you

 

It was all so real to me... 

 

Remember the lost

And everything is okay

I'm feeling horrible!!! It's summer and I already have to start band practice.

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It was all so real to me... 

 

Remember the lost

And everything is okay

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