Maybe you're mixing me up with a Satanist? It's two different things, you know- I'm a 13-year-old bookworm who worships Mother Earth and Father Sky and rejoices in all their blessings, and a Satanist worships Satan and rejoices in all his curses (wow that was deep of me). I've never believe in complete evil in any form and I don't now. I promise. If you want, ask around. I've never talked good about Satan/any other form of the devil, and when I lie, it's jokingly and I always explain that I was just kidding. This probably won't help, but all my dad's side of the family is Catholic and my mom's side is Christian (her sister's family I think is Orthodox... I've talked about them on here even before I became Pagan, if you want to ask around and make sure I'm saying the truth, though I've only talked about her and her children a couple times so IDK if any people will remember).
If you want to know more about my beliefs, feel free to search it up, but keep in mind of what websites you're on.