I've been thinking about my not very well life. I mean, I'm lucky to have a home and am lucky to be healthy, but emotionally, I'm a wreck.
I get pestered and bothered by the same person at school almost every day, lectured and pestered by my step parents for no reason, bugged by questions about my life, stressed by tiny little things, and sometimes just plain out sad for no reason, though that could be me maturing.
I just don't know what to do, especially when it comes to my orientations and beliefs.
I most definitely can't tell anyone in my family about me being Asexual, Never mind Biromantic.
I also am losing faith in Christianity.
I honestly can't understand some stuff, and probably won't.
I used to beat myself up over stuff mentally, and would some times carelessly kick stuff. I'm over kicking stuff and that, but I still am stressed over stuff.
Sorry for taking up space, just needed a place to vent.
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