i'm sorry

i really need to leave

i've said this so many times and i've just come back again and again and again, but this time, i'm going to do everything in my power to make it final, at least for the summer. tomorrow evening, i'm blocking this site on my phone. 

i had a bit of an anxiety attack a few minutes ago, and i was thinking "why is this happening, why am i so anxious, why do i hate myself so much, why am i so afraid?" and several things i came up with related to this site and/or my internet usage in general.

i'm really sorry.

i'll come back on again tomorrow once i'm a bit more emotionally stable to maybe explain a bit more and make some final goodbyes and reply to anything on this thread that needs replying to.

 

i'm really sorry but i can't keep living like this

 

i'll miss you all

 

i love you

 

bye

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Eureka......We'll miss you. Please take care. I understand why you have to leave. Just, if you can, please visit. 

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She/Her

Empress of Positivity

 

Forum Sisters: Violet, Lunastar, Bixbite, Riri, Sanetra, Hyperbole, Ivy, and more  

 

Forum BFF: Everyone!!!

 

I'm an autistic Christian

 

 

 

 

take as much time as you need, and we'll remember you. Don't overload yourself, take care and best  of luck. 

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ATbAsH

on hiatus//dead inside

bnha trash

Excuse me, what happened here?

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PeriDot

MERRCHRISTMAS

”I don’t feel so good.”

JuMpSuIt, JuMpSuIt, CoVeR mE 

-+-Christian-+-

Death Of A Bachelor

Where We Droppin’?

#RememberThemAll

Left 8/24/18

 

 

:(

 

Eureka, we'll miss you, but it's your choice.

 

Do whatever makes you happy.

 

Unless it's something bad. 

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~Fairydragon~

             She/Her

 

 

We will never be forgotten

for we've all played our parts

and if the memories are erased

they'll still be in our hearts

I-

 

 

 

 

I-

 

 

 

*no words*

 

 

 

*huggles*

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-=+Imagine+=-

-=+Iɯɐƃuǝ+=-

 

 

 

He/Him/Hubble

 

Joined 4/7/2017

6,004 stars

Gone 3/2019

 

The end is not merely the end, but a chance for new beginnings

 

i made that up on the spot wow it sounds good

*hugs* 

take all the time you need. Goodbye 

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Fennec

 

The Fox 

 

#FennecForForumFennecFox

 

Treasure Chest Filled With Your Diamonds

 

 

Did it ever get so BAD that you just had to laugh while the whole world crashes down?

 

 

Or I Could Come Alone, Just Me, You On Our Own

 

 

 

 

The fear of falling apart 

It's okay! Take your time, I hope life treats you well!!

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v i n e 

 

you find some way to survive

and you find out you don't have to be happy at all

to be happy you're alive

 

they / them

Bye, Eureka. I'll miss you.

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    Autumn  [Librarian]

         she/her - nerd - gamer

"If you make a mistake and do not

correct it, that is a second mistake."

        Homethread: /304740

ahhh, Eureka! Take as much time as you need off the forums. If we're stressing you out, please do take a break. We don't want you to lose your sanity for our sake. We all love you and support you with all our hearts

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Oh No, It's Riri

Hello, hello

I need you here

Alone I wait

Will you appear?

{causing chaos since 2018 | trying to become active}

(also the creator of diamond bay)

ugh well i think i just accidentally canceled a really long post but idk it may come through after all

if you see a weird incomplete post, that's what it is

i hate mobile lol

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eureka

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oh also @gulfstream

i may check in once a month-ish to let you know i'm alive lol

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eureka

moved to @thankfulthunderstorm1 :D

((maybe i can manage not to accidentally cancel my post this time))

 

aaaaa this is making me sad bc i'll miss all of you so much lol 

 

@gulfstream 

i'll miss you too, thanks for your support and positivity

 

@amare

thanks, i'll remember you too, friend

 

@piksel

nothing any of you did, it's all me. i've made a lot of mistakes and i've got to take time to sort through them all and try to fix them. thanks for your concern though 

 

@fairydragon

ohh i'll miss you too. thanks for always being kind to everyone and thanks for that reminder 

 

@imagine 

awww *hugs back* i'll miss you a lot too. thanks for your kindness and support, fellow aesthetic lover. and thanks for your vlogs, even though you've only released two so far. i really enjoy watching them 

 

@fennec

*hugs back* i'll miss you even though we didn't talk much (if at all). thanks for your support

 

@vine

oof thanks for being a great friend, and thanks for the well-wishes, i'll miss you too *hugs*

 

@autumn

thanks for being awesome. i'll miss you a lot too

 

@riri

aaaaa i'll miss you tons. thanks for your kindness, support, and general amazingness. *hugs*

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moved to @thankfulthunderstorm1 :D

*huggles back* i'm glad i can entertain people by talking to a camera

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-=+Imagine+=-

-=+Iɯɐƃuǝ+=-

 

 

 

He/Him/Hubble

 

Joined 4/7/2017

6,004 stars

Gone 3/2019

 

The end is not merely the end, but a chance for new beginnings

 

i made that up on the spot wow it sounds good

boop

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Eureka, i’m really sorry this happened, but please remember that it gets better. there’s a light at the end of the tunnel and even though everything may seem awful now, you’ll make it through because you’re strong and beautiful and smart and you can do anything. we’ll miss you a lot, but if leaving the forums will be good for you then there is no way we’re going to stop you. i hope things improve for you soon

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m i r i 

✱ thanks for the laughs 

✱ goodbye comerades let’s get this bread 

Take as much time as you need, Eureka! We all support you and whatever you decide to do. I'll miss you though!

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cσяεү

 

I'm not real. I'm theatre.

 

"You must be truly desperate to come to me for help." -Loki

 

MBotF

 

b o o

 

ice cold

 

2015

 

oh eureka...

 

I love you, you know that and it's true. You're one of the best friends I've had. You're a good enough friend that I asked my irl friend who lives in Texas if she knew a girl who matched your description because I want to actually talk with you. ((She doesn't know you. wHY AREN'T YOU GOING TO COLLEGE WITH HER?! XD))

 

You're a shining star, Eureka. I don't mean that all sappy and gooey, you're a child of the One True King, and you are a light to the people around you. You've been a light to me, many times. You've helped pull me away from depravity just by existing and being my friend. Someday soon I'll be getting a video up on my channel. I'll be pressuring my Dad to help me put it up. The song will be Wonderful World, and you know the account. The video will probably also have something in the title about Dedicated To My Online Friends but if Dad names the video who knows what it'll say XD. Anyway, you can find me by that.

 

Eureka, you're so wonderful. You've got a bright heart, a bright soul. You're such a wonderful person. Wonderful enough that you were a celebrity to me, and you'd only been on the forums for a total of, like, two weeks. Even in that short time I knew you were totally amazing.

 

Amigas forever. No matter who leaves, who stays, when and how, the Amigas are forever.

 

I'll miss you, Eureka. I'm probably going to start crying in a minute as it settles in that you're leaving. I can feel it coming. I'll miss you a lot. You've been such a joy to all of us.

 

I love you, girl.

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Sanetra

 

11562+ stars - Apr 2017 - Mar 2019

 

Life is the greatest gift. You've all helped shape mine. I can never thank you all enough. It's been so good

 

Amigos

eurekaDarkseaBearBlackberryVertigoLectorGulfyCaleoZodiakTS

...I'm with you to the end

@miri

thanks for that. i'll miss you a lot too. thanks for being awesome

 

@corey

thanks for the support! i'll miss you too 

 

@sanetra

*hugs*

oh oof i'm gonna cry too

uh i'm not going to college with your friend because i'm not going to college at all for a couple more years lol

texas is a big state though, lol she could be 10+ hours away from me 

thanks for this beautiful post 

you've been a light in my life a lot too, especially this past winter. 

i still can't believe you thought that cringey 2016 me was a "celebrity" lol

i'll probably visit on the fourth of july, maybe? to let everyone know i'm alive and because i can't just never talk to you guys again, i love you too much for that lol

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eureka

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i knew it was a very long shot but it was worth it, I mean there was a chance no matter how small that you'd met XD 

You're very welcome, and I'm glad we've been an example of that iron-sharpens-iron proverb :P 

girl you were awesome XDD maybe as a going away present i should *evil grin* poke one of your ancient threads XD

Good! I'll do my best to not get banned during the start of July XD

 

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Sanetra

 

11562+ stars - Apr 2017 - Mar 2019

 

Life is the greatest gift. You've all helped shape mine. I can never thank you all enough. It's been so good

 

Amigos

eurekaDarkseaBearBlackberryVertigoLectorGulfyCaleoZodiakTS

...I'm with you to the end

Eureka-

Although I didn't know you the best, I'll miss you anyway. Thank you for the advice and support about friends moving far away, and take all the time you need! :) Keep on shinin'! 

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 LunaStar XD

      ☮☯⚛ 

Queen of Shipping

   She/Her/Neep

  Joined June 2, 2017

 

Fandom is love, fandom is life.

Ravenclaw~SeaWing~Jedi

Forum sis: Gulfstream

Go eat a zebra!

 

#GoKnightsGo

 

Ship OT Week: #MicahFlight

 

You want a warrior cat name? Ask me anytime!

Pretty much everything Sanetra said, XD And I’d probably write a farewell speech to you except I’m not in the speech mood lol

 

I’ll miss you but you are such an inspiration to me, and a great friend. *virtual blow-kisses*

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ıllıllı BΣΛЯ ıllıllı

 

ΣDGY 14 YΣΛЯ ӨD

 

 

I try to smile, try to F I G H Just say Im oka But every day feels like its K I L L I N G  M E

 

 

Oh geez -Sanetra

 

Amigs

  

 Disciple 

 

Fit For a King

O H and one more thing

i'll be sure to keep the memory of your epic justin bieber roast alive ;)

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m i r i 

✱ thanks for the laughs 

✱ goodbye comerades let’s get this bread 

@sanetra

true 

awww :P

nOOO ANYTHING BUT THAT

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eureka

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@lunastar

ohh no problem, it's so hard to deal with friends moving and i wish you the best of luck (+thanks!)

 

@bear

o that's totally understandable, you can present the speech when i visit next month if you want lol

you're a great friend too! *overdramatically catches kisses*

 

@miri

thank u for carrying on my legacy 

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eureka

moved to @thankfulthunderstorm1 :D

*hovers computer mouse over submit button on a poke* >:D 

jk XDD

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Sanetra

 

11562+ stars - Apr 2017 - Mar 2019

 

Life is the greatest gift. You've all helped shape mine. I can never thank you all enough. It's been so good

 

Amigos

eurekaDarkseaBearBlackberryVertigoLectorGulfyCaleoZodiakTS

...I'm with you to the end

Aw man, I just saw this now. Well...everybody's already said whatever I would say, so yeah, what everyone else has said so far. I love you and I'll miss you but I totally understand needing to move on to do better things and I think you're making a healthy and mature decision. Have a good life!

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Clever, A Very Clevery Guy ❤❤❤

[exits, pursued by a bear]

bringing you cool good posts: Dec. 2014 - March 2019

appreciating and supporting you: today - forever!!!!

Aww, you’ll be missed around here, but I hope you feel much better doing this!

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~ Poppy ~

 

"The Biggest Flex Anyone Will Ever Have Is Dying"

 

SIGNATURE WORK AHEAD

I'll miss you. Good luck with your mental health!

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Such is the path of a dreamer: I find my way by moonlight.

 

~Oncilla~

 

Queen of Non SequiturBookwyrmsPangolinsand Bones

 

Trash Squad, WerewolfGASTER FOLLOWER

 

Writer, roleplayer, nerd

 

WoFMBer Dec. 2014-Mar. 2019

hnnnnn i love you guys so much

 

@clever

aw it's okay i'm not gone quite yet 

i'll miss you and thanks for being an awesome friend

you have a good life too!

 

@poppy

thanks! i'll miss you and thanks for being amazing

 

@oncilla

aw i'll miss you too. thanks for the support though!

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eureka

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eureka...

 

I can't say much. Not with all of these amazing posts from people who knew you better than I ever will.

 

I understand why you have to leave. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

honestly i've wanted to leave before

 

 

We'll all miss you, eureka. Good luck.

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 goddess of the feline world tHaoNCrAzcALaDin the corner with only Bert the maine coon as company

 

;Bastat;

 

 

#theoneandonlyme

#peaceoutpeople

#everyonedeserveslove

 

 

 

c n  r i d e r

Eureka you'll be missed and loved. I hope you decide to come back one day and if you don't I respect your decision. I hope you have a great life *huggles* T.T

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ⓈⓃⓌ-ⒺⓁⓎⒾⓊⓂ

☯she/her/weirdo☯

☯Anime\Manga\Book obsessed

☯"Now don't you understand...I'm never changing who I am.."-Imagine Dragons☯

☯Goddess of winter, nature, and art☯

Remember the lost☯

☯LGBTQ+ supporter

 

Rember the SAMB

 

 

 

 

Aww, bye! Sad to see you go, but your health is important to us! I hope you feel better soon

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   ⸺⸻⸺•+•⸺⸻⸺

       Each of us bear our own cross

 

  Come and talk to me;  341245 ]

  [ | She/her | MN | Since 7/31/17 | ]

 

Now @ moonflying31   :D

@bastat

thanks for your support. i'll miss you even though we didn't talk much, if at all

aw, i understand. if this place is stressing you out, making you feel bad, messing with your mental health... don't be afraid to take a break. everyone will understand and support you.

 

@snow

thanks so much. i'll definitely visit some, at least. i hope you have a great life too *hugs*

 

@moonflight

thanks for your support. i'll miss you and thanks for being great

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moved to @thankfulthunderstorm1 :D

@Eureka - welcome! I wish we could’ve gotten to know each other better, oof, you seem like an amazing friend to have!

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   ⸺⸻⸺•+•⸺⸻⸺

       Each of us bear our own cross

 

  Come and talk to me;  341245 ]

  [ | She/her | MN | Since 7/31/17 | ]

 

Now @ moonflying31   :D

@moonflight

aw, honestly same to you! maybe when i visit lol

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I understand, Goodbye, Eureka.

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wild/spades

joined july 2nd, 2016

 

approximate star count: 5400

 

don't let the memories of this place die

Okay

 

If you feel this way, do leave.

 

It's not that I hate you,

 

But feeling like this isn't good for you, and no matter how much you love us,

 

You should take care of you first.

 

May you have good luck where ever destiny takes you.

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KNIGHT

 

ROGUE

 

REST IN SPAGHETTI

NEVER FORGETTI

 

NEVER GIVE UP ON YOURSELF

we'll miss you. always know we'll have your back

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happeh  

 

people come into our lives for a reason

bringing something we must learn

we are led to those who help us most to grow

we help them in return

i don't know if i believe that's true

but i know i'm who i am today

because i knew you

@wild

thanks for understanding. goodbye

 

@ketchup

no, of course. i don't think you hate me lol. thanks for the support my dude

 

@happeh

i'll miss you too. (+thanks)

 

@anyone

i'll probably block the site in just a couple hours, so if you have anything to say you should probably go ahead and send it in case the mods decide to take ages to let it through 

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