I feel oddly detached and numb
despite all the posts
the heartbreaking posts
I still feel like it's all unreal.
because this isn't the forum's reality
Like soon I'll wake up
and everything's fine
and Hurricane's still here even though we can't see her, alive, happy
and there are no gray siggies
or blue ones that say #rememberher
I feel regretful
despite the fact that I barely knew her
or even talked to her outside roleplays
I wish I did.
I wish I had at least talked to her more
maybe a summon at least
since she seemed like a nice person
a great person, an amazing person
which she was.
but I never really knew that until now.
and now my font is navy blue for her.
all our fonts are.
I feel scared
what if this happens to one of us someday?
what if one of us suddenly disappears
and there's no older sister to tell the rest of us?
did we actually exist to the rest of them?
or were we just an icon on a screen
that mysteriously quit
and no one knows why?
what happens then?
are the only traces of us they know made of pixels?
made of fancy fonts?
even when we're gone,
we live on in memories
and in someone's teenage mind
hopefully those memories of me are good ones
I feel like typing
words like these
words for you
I may not have known you
but these words
are for you
as are our funeral threads
because we loved you
we'll never forget you
you were one of us
we love you
I don't know why I did this
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