I'm not brave.

I'm scared to make mistakes

No matter what it is, if there's the smallest chance that I could mess it up, I try to sit it out.

I do- did, hopefully, something that I'm ashamed of, because of this fear.

Most of the time recently when I've seen a post on here talking about how hard things have been for one of you, or horrible problems you have, whatever it is when you need help, and when I'm not sure what to say, I don't say anything.

I'm scared of making it worse. I'm scared of saying something that I can't take back and hurting one of you more than it already hurts. That isn't an excuse, but it was my reason.

I was praying tonight, and I asked God for bravery. Specifically, the bravery to respond to these messages instead of turning away. Immediately, the realization of what I had, or hadn't done, hit me like a sledgehammer. It felt like I had heard my closest friend crying in the bathroom, then turned and walked away before she knew I was there, unseen and uncaring, and only realized what I'd done afterwards. I was overwhelmed with guilt for all of the friends I've left alone.

I need to apologize for this, whether you feel like it's a big deal or not. To me, it feels like I've hurt people, even if they don't know it. I need to work to change that, and it starts with an apology.

I promise to do better. I'm not going to turn down a friend in need again. 

God bless you guys. 

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Darksea

And oh, there is no power on Earth, or below

That could ever break our hearts Or shake our souls

And when you Lay Me Down you'll only bury bones

'Cause oh, my heart and soul are going home

Bless you also for receiving the courage to apologize for something like this. You're not alone in that fear, and even as someone who tries to respond I feel it in every word I type in response. As a result, even though I try to comfort, my words feel so bland and vague because I'm trying not to say anything that will get a negative reaction. 

 

I love your resolve solve and I hope the realization is something that will always stay with you; as an empowerment and not a burden

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|| ENCHANTED ||

A secret place for me and you

Where everyday was fun and new

A simple time played in our heads

Well tell this story again

Refreshing, isnt it?

Lets breathe the air, try not to cry

Its time to say our goodbyes

bookmark because i don't have time to post right now but i have something to say

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eureka

moved to @thankfulthunderstorm1 :D

Uh....what are you saying sorry for?

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 R E M E M B E R T H E L O S T 

 

*yEETS AWAY*

 

"I thought mascara was a fish"-Galaxian

"Make an insect AU and they're all fruit flies"- Ishmael

"Brussels sprouts are just delicious earth meatballs"-Becky

 Deviantart is LivVirtual

 

wait what happened?

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happeh  

 

people come into our lives for a reason

bringing something we must learn

we are led to those who help us most to grow

we help them in return

i don't know if i believe that's true

but i know i'm who i am today

because i knew you

I don't know what happened but I hope you are alright. 

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Fennec

 

The Fox 

 

#FennecForForumFennecFox

 

Treasure Chest Filled With Your Diamonds

 

 

Did it ever get so BAD that you just had to laugh while the whole world crashes down?

 

 

Or I Could Come Alone, Just Me, You On Our Own

 

 

 

 

The fear of falling apart 

*hug.*

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Diana

 

 they/them pronouns

 

 

 Forum Adoptive Sister!

 

My OCs! (currently working on an original story)

 

guys my favorite color is red. :D

 

 

*cough cough darkseaareyouinsidemyhead cough cough*

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Sanetra

 

11562+ stars - Apr 2017 - Mar 2019

 

Life is the greatest gift. You've all helped shape mine. I can never thank you all enough. It's been so good

 

Amigos

eurekaDarkseaBearBlackberryVertigoLectorGulfyCaleoZodiakTS

...I'm with you to the end

Another hug

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Tsunami 

 

I’m crazy and proud of it

 

 

Forum sibs:key,fallen,Shi,lily,lily-Anna,Alphawolf,Egret

 

 

Books! I am obsessed with books!

 

 

 

Wolfs are awesome 

 

I am:

 

Ravenclaw

 

Athena’s daughter 

 

Riverclan

 

Leavewing/Seawing