Like, do you look back at old forum posts and start missing your old friends who just disappeared without a word. And then you think how easily that could happen to any of us, all of us.
There’s a quote from a song that I really like it says: “you think I’m strong but I just pretend.” I feel like that’s me on the forums. I’m always giving advice, but never taking any. I tell you guys that you need to be happy but I myself am always the opposite.
I always try to be there for you guys, but I’m never actually there for myself. (If that even makes sense)
Why do I always wear this mask on the forums like everything’s alright when I know it’s not. I always complain to myself about how eveything sucks and I wish I could be doing something I actually like.
So, I decided something. I’m going to take off my “forum mask and tell you guys when I’m feeling sad, lonely, or angry: I’m going to start telling you guys what I’m really feeling. (In a respectful and polite way)
I’ll start by telling you guys what I’ve felt for most of my almost three years on here. I’ve felt forgotten, like no one noticed me.
I know that’s wrong, but that’s what my inner insecurity has been telling me. I guess that’s all I have to say.
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