the inspirational messages surround me

my family tries to determine what i'll be

when i don't know and i'm too worried about the future

uni's in a couple years; it can't be any sooner

 

i'm learning to breathe through the waves suffocating me

and anxiety does nothing to help, just adds water to the sea

and everyone tells me i should just focus on the now

while planning for the future and to balance those somehow

 

it's really a learning curve and interrogations don't help

i mean, how can i be a doctor when i'm the one needing self-help?

i'm scared of being a disappointment in a family of greats

but i still want to be able to choose my own fate

 

they say that you can go as far as you can see

but i'm nearsighted and laser eye surgery ain't for me

they say to shoot for the stars or the moon

but i get travel sick, i'm acrophobic, this is far too soon

 

i want, no, need to learn self-love & care and my identity

this is a path of self-discovery; my coming of age story

it may not be a movie, there's no explicit beginning, middle or end

but to live my truth i must learn my truth and if it takes a mental breakdown, ok then

 

i'm learning to live in the now, i'm not shooting for the stars,

i'm staying on earth and grounding myself, but trust me, it won't last

when i'm ready i'll go make y'all proud

but in the present, i'll breathe and live in the now

 

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happeh is back to writing as venting. feedback encouraged + appreciated! i wrote this while having a careers class induced stress and being afraid of disappointing my family. please give me feedback on how to improve!

 

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people come into our lives for a reason

bringing something we must learn

we are led to those who help us most to grow

we help them in return

i don't know if i believe that's true

but i know i'm who i am today

because i knew you

I read this as a rap for some reason

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Such is the path of a dreamer: I find my way by moonlight.

 

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good rap or gucci gang jake paul horribleness

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people come into our lives for a reason

bringing something we must learn

we are led to those who help us most to grow

we help them in return

i don't know if i believe that's true

but i know i'm who i am today

because i knew you

yes

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How long did it take you to write that?

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You are a poet. Wow

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(plato was a great philosopher. he said that we should be kind to everyone, because everyone is fighting a difficult battle.)

Good rap

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Such is the path of a dreamer: I find my way by moonlight.

 

~Oncilla~

 

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*jaw drops*

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I ʙ ʀʏʙʏ ʟs ʜʀ

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people come into our lives for a reason

bringing something we must learn

we are led to those who help us most to grow

we help them in return

i don't know if i believe that's true

but i know i'm who i am today

because i knew you

up

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people come into our lives for a reason

bringing something we must learn

we are led to those who help us most to grow

we help them in return

i don't know if i believe that's true

but i know i'm who i am today

because i knew you

should i present this at my writing club?

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people come into our lives for a reason

bringing something we must learn

we are led to those who help us most to grow

we help them in return

i don't know if i believe that's true

but i know i'm who i am today

because i knew you

heck yes

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