"Entry number 17: Kinata.
What I feel to this woman is hard to explain. But my mother once told me about something called love...I wonder if this is what this is. I hope this will never be found, Kinata is wonderful, yes and she is something special, but if she knew what I felt for her I would die. I care about her more than my own life, or for this matter memories and powers. I gave up my immortality and powers for her. Before I went into the shadow realm I made a deal with the high counsel that if I lose my power and immortality that they would grant it for me to give it all to Kinata, I rather see myself die than her to get cut by paper. Now that I am powerless and mortal I plan on giving Malicore all hell with one attack, but at the cost of my own life. It will not be in vain, no it will be for Paradox, Persephone, Fallon, Kai, Fang and most importantly Kinata. I hope one-day Kinata can forgive me for this, I swore to protect her, even if it meant my own life, and I plan to do that."
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