I know I’ve been inactive these last few days of the forums, but my life has just been falling apart. I am really stressed and busy right now, and I just need to vent and rant somewhere I can get support. It’s all wearing on my mental health.
The State Exams are coming up, and I have to cram. I wrote five practice essays in three hours and in the past week I finished about three years of practice in ELA and Maths. It’s making me tired. My grades are slipping from lack of sleep, and my parents aren’t happy with that.
And here’s another secret I kept. My parents are divorced. Have been since I was in first grade. I just feel they are so overprotective and they control every moment and choice of my life. So I broke through, and I had a massive argument with both of them. They haven’t talked to me for a whole day.
Also, I figured out I’m bisexual. I don’t want to come out yet, because it’s a bad time. I’m afraid to. One of my friends came out as pan, and they are being made fun of.
My friends are scattered among many... groups if you will. Two of them got in a fight and they are now bullying and badmouthing each other. I don’t want to pick a side.
I’m sorry for this rant. Sorry for everything. I just had to come out here before this forum closed. I can’t keep up this positive demeanor forever. I need support. Mods and Phil have mercy please.
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