I know I’ve been inactive these last few days of the forums, but my life has just been falling apart.  I am really stressed and busy right now, and I just need to vent and rant somewhere I can get support.  It’s all wearing on my mental health. 

 

The State Exams are coming up, and I have to cram. I wrote five practice essays in three hours and in the past week I finished about three years of practice in ELA and Maths.  It’s making me tired.  My grades are slipping from lack of sleep, and my parents aren’t happy with that.

 

And here’s another secret I kept. My parents are divorced. Have been since I was in first grade.  I just feel they are so overprotective and they control every moment and choice of my life.  So I broke through, and I had a massive argument with both of them.  They haven’t talked to me for a whole day.

 

Also, I figured out I’m bisexual. I don’t want to come out yet, because it’s a bad time.  I’m afraid to.  One of my friends came out as pan, and they are being made fun of.

 

My friends are scattered among many... groups if you will. Two of them got in a fight and they are now bullying and badmouthing each other. I don’t want to pick a side. 

 

I’m sorry for this rant. Sorry for everything. I just had to come out here before this forum closed.  I can’t keep up this positive demeanor forever. I need support. Mods and Phil have mercy please.

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It's fine Twilight! I hope everything goes well on your exams, and that your friends can reach some kind of consensus.

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okay i'm gonna try to be helpful and supportive but i'm not good with words

 

i'm gonna try anyway

 

 

exams are stressful, i get it

 

sleep is hard to fit in when you're trying to cram everything into a small time frame

 

ik this is probably the most useless advice ever, buuuut

 

i'd honestly advise trying to take a nap or something, when you have time, maybe that can help

 

 

i'm sorry you're parents are divorced

 

that sounds really rough

 

 

and them not talking to you

 

i'm not trained in parenting, haven't parented anyone in my life

 

but i don't think that's how you do it

 

after an argument, like give it an hour or two, but a whole DAY?

 

no

 

perhaps try talking to them, if you're up for it?

 

 

not wanting to come out yet is fine

 

do it when you are comfortable

 

if that isn't ever, that's cool

 

(also you are really freakin' brave saying that on the internet, i applaud you)

 

 

if anyone picks on your friend for being pan, (if you want to and can) stand up for them

 

not rudely, but show whoever's making fun of them that's not okay

 

if they go after you, defend yourself

 

 

having two friends disliking each other is not fun, i know

 

if you don't want to choose a side, then don't, but maybe (if you can and want to) get between them when they are rude to each other?

 

or tell them that their bullying each other is making you uncomfortable and ask them to stop?

 

 

no Twilight you're fine

 

no one can be positive and happy all the time

 

no need to be sorry

 

 

and honestly i would advise going to a close friend irl for support too

 

 

i hope things get better

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D'awwwwww it's ok Twilight!  We're here for you!  

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I think I'll be able to write more (only have 5 more minutes to get ready for school), but about that sexuality (I hope it isn't offending the way I talk about it), I think it is part of your identity. Maybe wait a bit more to get your wits together and accept it yourself, and then you can give it out. I would also suggest giving it out to those whom you know can accept it first, so you have a bit more confidence if you need it. After all, it isn't any good hiding your own identity, especially from oneself.

 

Just remember, if they don't accept it, they should at least respect it. And if they don't respect it...phooey on them. :)

 

Pretend that ending wasn't as immature as it was, please.

 

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